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Steal My Existence Away Soare is the leader of the very talented, secretive thieving cult Guilty Glare. Along with its other four members, the cult lives in the shadows and exists within their own secrets. Soare is then pulled into the secrets of a girl and with no way to escape.

Unlove Me It's a satanic angel that exists only in the back of your mind.Outside your heart and through your soul, he will soar with darkness and love. Will you escape his passion, or be pulled into the hole of nothingness?

To Be Kept Unknown I have watched him for months. He would look at me and pull me within a world that only we could exist in. And just then, after those five special seconds, it's all gone - Everything.

Morbid A dysfunctional family's children finally realizes the emotionalpain of loneliness. A teenage girl and her childish brother plan to escape, but can't do it unless they take the lives of either themselves or their careless parents.

Leave the Water Running This was based on a long-existing dream that I had. Have you ever had such a familiar sound echoing in your mind, that you eventually get so used to it? To overcome the fear is to become it, but go through the obstacles of death.

My Forgetting (Sequel to Remember) She never seemed to try to relive her past. Instead, it relivedher. Was that him? Is that him? Can I, again, love him? Or, is this the beginning of the end for all sequels of a story? ... It must be, because there is never a happy ending.

Tasting Gunpowder A non-fictional story that is left behind in everyone's heart. From my POV, this story is brought to you. It was written for a purpose. Can you find the reason?

A Petal For Your Wish As quoted from the legend of a broken heart, "They were coming.They always come during the sixth full moon - And more. They know where we are hiding. And they constantly win."

Remember What lies just beyond that wired fence located in the wildernessbehind your house? You never know until you take the undefined journey. A spirited, broken girl decided to listen to the call of her heart, but is it just a dream? The people are so real ...

Butterfly Kiss Everyone gets the feeling that they want to change into a completely new person. Sometimes, you are not the only one involved in the change - Especially if it is with a stranger, and lasts an entire lifetime in the making.

The Satanic Test Your normal, average, pretty girl is followed by the spirit of anot-so-averge, not-so-normal spirit. She awakes to find clues still floating through her mind, and to find someone waiting for her at her porch door - With answers, rewards, and lies.

Forever to Never If my heart had words, this would be the story it would write.

Saturday A mini-entry in my old journal. A real-life experience that happened to me. The only thing wrong with this document is that the wish that I was granted never came true - I never fell into the arms of my beloved. Only It knows why.

This is probably going to be my last entry..ever. I have found out the hard way that the more that you hold close to something, the easier it is to be taken away ... I have lost so much, so many people ... But, still, I have yet to lose my wings. They are no longer glazed in pale ecstasy or blood ... Tears. Love my tears. I'm not going to suffer anymore. He was once a part of me, but when I find the audicity to rip him from my heart - We will both suffer. Nobody knows what happens in my complex mind. Not even myself.

No longer..no longer..everyone is happy, except me. But if that is what it takes to make the entire world happy, me being so definitely miserable, then so be it. I could just cry from this..this..nothing. Nevermore.

Good-bye.

And yet somehow, I still love him ...

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August 13

Are you falling?

"Life is a challenge for everyone. Either you can accept the downfall or go into a corner and cry about it for hours. All you need to do is spread your wings and fly away from you problems, that is, if you cannot stand the pain."

I want wings ... Black wings, glossy in pale glaze and sparkling of blood droplets that fall from the feathers. I'm going insane ... My head is spinning, the drugs aren't helping. I'm seeing nothing..I'm blind. There are voices telling me to run away, but each time I take that step forward, my heart forces me to take two steps backwards ... I want to fall. Be my Fallen..rescue me, before I am taken under this polluted underworld. All I want is help..wings..life..happiness.

Love. That's all I want. From someone. Anyone.

But not you again.

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July 22

Are you richer?

Holy shit ... I don't even know how this happened. I went with my mother and Kevin up to the Sportsman's Club. They have their usual cinch tournament on Fridays. When I got there, turns out more than half of the normal players were absent. And since they had an odd number, I was able to play. My mother was my partner ... And this is where it gets interesting.

We swing through the first two rounds undefeated. Instantly, we are in the money round. We hit every single time ... And even if the other team bid three, I'd make two off their three-bid. It was insane, and I was loving it. Finally, we got to the last round against Frank and Don. They had to beat us three times, and we had to beat them twice. Somehow, it gets down to the last round. Whoever won this hand would be delcared winner. I could've bid four twice, and made it, because my mother had the card I was fearing. And then..the score was 7-8, they were winning. Frank bids four, the bastard. My mother takes it with just the duce, six, and queen. She was missing the jack. At the last throw-out, I lay out the jack ... *Pause* ... We fucking won the tournament!

I'm now $37.00 richer, and plan to spend it tomorrow along with my other $150.00. I'm out with a can of beer in my hand, celebrating the gambling days. Fuck yeah.

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July 13

Are you laughing?

Wow ... I can't believe it. For a few years now, they were going to make Fairmont State a university. Well, they did ... I can't wait to buy the merchandise. "FU" ... *Laughs* Wow ... FU vs. WVU. I definitely want a t-shirt or something, though I hate Fairmont's college and most of the people in it. Short entry, I know ... I'm out.

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July 07

Are you passing?

I had to go to my PCP today, to see if anything medical was disturbing my digestive system or whatnot. Karen was the nurse, and she found it funny that I couldn't stop laughing when she pressed on my stomach and felt my neck. Yeah, so ... She told me that I'd be doing labs, which means a urine and blood sample. The bastards took six fucking tubes and wanted more. I wasn't worried until I looked in the mirror and noticed I had absolutely no color to my lips. The woman got worried and stopped ... And so, I shall find out soon if anything is wrong with me. Probably not.

I passed my permit exam. The picture ID looks so funny. The guy who was checking my test let me change one, because you can miss at most 6 and I missed 7. Is that legal? Oh well ... He let me change it and told me to go wait for my picture. Sweet guy, lemme tell you. And gay as Hell. I've been dedicating myself to DeviantArt for a while. Not many blogs, though no one reads these anyways. I'm out ...

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July 01

Are you annoyed?

I am getting highly pissed off at people who have talent to write but do not take the time to express their ideas. Yes, I am talking about you, Jason. Not only does he have one of the best writing talents I have seen, but his storylines are so unique and vibrant. That's not the only obligation pissing me off - I went to Fanfic.Net and read a lot of terrible fanfics. What is wrong with people? They write stories that aren't finished, don't have a storyline, and the plot is so pointless that if I could write one sentence, it'd have more interest.

Tomorrow is the town celebration for July 4th. I am marching in the parade then going to Charlie's Barn to party. Take care. I'll post what happens tomorrow. Oh, and Rachel has been leaving sudden comments like, "Blah!" or "Fuck!". That is Rachel - Deal with it. She's awesome. Oh well ... I'm out to write "Kiss Me" to its 200th page.

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June 27

Are you awake?

*Shrugs* It was Jason's birthday party yesterday. Somehow, everyone played in a Bomberman Tournament for at least three hours. Chelsie and I had the habit of killing ourselves, so we managed to get negative B Points. Jason always seemed to be victorious, though he only had one person on his team - Himself. Chelsie and I were so fucking pissed, especially since we both could not win if our life depended on it. After a while, we managed to win a round. Don't ask how that happened, either.

I stayed up until 5:00 AM watching Chester play FF7. It brought back so many memories ... I remember playing that game when I was younger. Now, all I play for is the video of Aeris getting killed by Sephiroth, then Cloud placing her in the life stream. I can play that on piano. Thomasine woke me up by screaming at me and laying on my fucking head. Annd..I realized that I am obviously in a good mood because I cannot stop blabbing on about random shit. I'll end it here, for the sake of you. I'm out. *Waves*

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Stories to Finish


Kiss Me A war story involving vampires that takes place 1,000 years in the future. Estimated to be finished by early August or late November. My next big successful novel.

Lost in Translation A foreign student meets up with an American. This is when technology actually brings about a smile to one's face, even with an electronic translator to help along the way.

Walking Backwards A shape-shifting story by which a young man causes a girl to wreck to a paralyzing finish. He meets up with her and tries desperately to bring her back to life.

Flaming Our Feathers A world-ending story when a group of strangers stick together and share their most deepest secrets and hidden pasts.

She Will Be Loved A story based on Maroon 5's recent hit "She Will Be Loved".

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